This is a blog of my thoughts after the unexpected death of my youngest son. I have started it with the hopes of clearing a jumbled mind. My family as I knew it has changed forever and I do not know how to cope with it, or more importantly, how to help my two other sons cope with the loss of their younger brother. He was the glue that kept them together.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Today is Tonys Graduation
Today, Full Sail is holding graduation for its film students. Tony was looking forward to this day for two years. He worked, as he would put it, his butt off for this day. The hours and work were crazy. In order to finish four years worth of schooling in two, the schedule was twice as hard. I am thankful that he wanted to come home for every break he had. I missed him so while he was at school and always seemed to be looking forward to finding out when his next small break would be. Some thought I was crazy bringing him home for a few days but that little boy meant the world to me. My life will never be the same without his sarcastic coments, his beautiful smile and those great big hugs. I know I will miss them the most. Ever since he was a baby, he gave the best hugs! David and Dan are accepting his diploma for him today, I wish I was there to share the moment. I am so proud of my boys, all three of them.